New Music

Here I am again! I went to masterbeat.com which is a music site and they have some really good remixes!!! You do have to pay for it but some of the music is worth it. You can open this music in itunes too. I just fownloaded Rated R by Kim Sozzi who is a talented singer!


She has an amazing voice and I love all her songs! I have found artists on this site when I can not find them elsewhere.

I wanted to share this with everyone because I love Kim Sozzi and wanted to share about music.

Been Home Sick

I'm sorry I have not been updating, I have been sick since Friday and work is keeping me busy as well. There is a bug going around and I caught which I am not happy about. The vomiting has stopped which is good and I am just relaxing and hopefully will go back to work tomorrow night.


I am watching Tsubasa (anime). I work 3rd shift so I am awake on my nights off and I have movies to watch and I can go online. Sometimes I get bored.

I am a person that loves anime and if you are from Japan, the word for me would be Otaku. I have been watching more anime now than I have in the past but I like it. I would love to travel to Japan someday.


In other good news I may be going to The White Mountains for a Valentine's Day retreat with my boyfriend and a few friends. I hope we can afford it though, but I would like to get out of town. If I do go I will make sure I take pictures and post them after. It will be 3months next month with my boyfriend and I'm very happy with him.

My boyfriend makes me feel beautiful inside and out and makes me feel like I am the only girl in the world. Since being with him, he has made me happy and I have enjoyed more things in life with him by my side. He did spoil me in December but he was the first guy to get me a dozen red roses for my birthday.

Well I think I have written enough for now and I will try to post more and hope everyone is doing well since I am getting snow storm after snow storm.

On another note, this book looks good and if/when I read it, I will post a review. I do like the title which intrigues me cause it could be romance and mystery in one.












This is also something I'm unsure about buying. It would be great to have but it is expensive but would be worth it for anyone who reads a lot of books. Maybe I will get it but I will think about it first.

Music

I will say when I first heard the song "Whip My Hair" by Willow Smith, I was not a big fan. I have since then been listening to it and LOVE it! I think what threw me off was the chorus and that was all the radio station played when they did a preview of it.

Even though Willow is 10 yrs old ( I think) is really good and hopefully she will keep making music. She did a great job with "Whip My Hair" and I hope she makes more songs.

It is almost 5am on my time and I have been up. I made brownies and I am making a beef stew for work later tonight. I will have to take some pics and post them later. I plan on frosting the brownies and then eat them. Yumm!!!


I like to cook so I will be making some stuff and take pics when I do then post them.

Pics of the 1920's Birthday Party

This is me and Aryana.

Me and Josh

Me and Aryana

It was fun and I loved the theme too! These are just a few pics but I have more but won't be able to post til later in the week.

The Storm has Past

The snow has stopped thank goodness! It was a lot but glad there isn't any snow and it will get really cold too for a few days. I am making a quick entry before I get ready for work and I need to go to walmart at some point because I need to print a picture out.

I think I will do that in the morning when I get out of work since it is for Steph's blog "theloudmouth" and I want the pic from my friends party that I went to on Tuesday night. It will be easier since I will be going to the bank tomorrow too so I can go after work and do one hour photo then sleep then back out.

I will say shoveling snow was not fun but I did it and then the plows pushed more snow in front of the driveway which was not cool! More tomorrow.

Snow!!! Lots of It

Well in my last post I had said we were getting snow, we are. I'm not sure if it stopped but we got a lot too! I slept from 5am til about 6pm! I really wanted to help my grandfather shovel because when he does it, he can't move after because of back problems.

So it is night time and dark out but that's ok, I will take some night pics and post them soon. I'm just glad that I bought a shovel and have it in the van which I have to shovel out. I also have to work tonight but it's alright because after I get out of work at 7am I am going to walmart and printing pictures out!


The pics will be from my friends party and of the snow and I will take some pics in the morning too. This way you can see how much snow I got at home and around town. I will post again when I have the pics.

A Birthday Party

I went to my friends birthday party tonight and it was a 1920's theme. I had my outfit and got ready to go over. I am only a 2 minute walk from my house to my friends house and I wore jeans over because it was really cold out.

I changes when I got there and my boyfriend was not feeling good but he did come and stay for awhile then went home to rest. I hope he feels better too. Had a lot of fun at the party and took lots of pictures with my boyfriends camera and my friend also took a lot of pictures too.

I think there are over 200 pics cause my friend kept taking pics at random times but we had a great time too. It was a small party which was nice and the food was great and the people there. I stayed til about 2am then came home.

On my way home it finally started snowing! We are getting a big snow storm that is supposed last all day and I think we are getting about 2 feet. It was snowing on my way home and I walked and the roads were not bad. I will most likely stay home tomorrow depending on the roads.

I don't normally travel when we get snow storms unless it is for work. I hope the roads will be ok by tomorrow night because I have to drive to work.

Anyways will post the birthday party pics and I will take a pic of all the snow that we are getting.

Doing a Little Better

Well I am doing a little better but I still have some anxiety. I'm at a friends house downloading some anime and I am watching "The Proposal" and eating garlic bread sticks.

Not much is new just working and last night was a good night at work even though I got out late. I had a good time. I am making more garlic bread sticks cause I am hungry! So that is my news for now.

I really want to see this!!!

A Better Night

So last night since it is 4:35am where I live, I went out with Aryana, Niles, and my boyfriend Josh. (I will have to put up pics of them. We went out to the bar and I didn't drink because I was on a empty stomache and it's not good to drink on an empty stomache.

So I met up with everyone on high st and we walked to the bar. We did meet up with another friend and it is sooo cold out! Anyways I was really quiet at the begining and then talked more after about midnight. I did tell Aryana,Niles and my boyfriend about the anxiety and int he last 24 hours I have had thoughts about cutting myself. I have not done anything and can't afford therapy but I have friends and a great boyfriend to talk too.

I won't be hurting myself and I have a great friend who will stop me if I do. This blog was supposed to be about adventure but here I am talking about whats wrong with me. It's just hard sometimes and you really have to put yourself out there.



Thank you to Stephanie since you commented and I wanted you to know it. :)

Anxiety

I'm having such anxiety issues right now and I'm not happy about it. I am trying to not think about it and not take my meds cause I'm low on the meds and it's being refilled but need the doctor's authorization. My boyfriend texted me and he is going out drinking and I may go but i'm really not in the mood. I won't drink if I do go out but I don't know what to do.

I was also gonna take a shower and now my grandfather is taking a bath but he will lay in the tub and soak so I can't wash my hair and if I do, I will use the sink downstairs but there is no shampoo downstairs. I would have to use dish soap, ewwwww.






Anyways here are some things that I would love to have and may get later down the road.




This is a funny movie!

Here are the pics I promised.

This was before the new year and I liked the name for some weird reason.

A friend of mine liked this drink and I have never had it.

This what my friends and I did. We had eggnog shots and they were yummy!

Yes everyone I am 27 years old and I do have a drink every now and then. I don't drink every night but I like to have a drink when it's the holidays.

These are my random pics and I will post the other pics tomorrow for my day out.

The Sun is Shining :)

The sun is out and it looks so beautiful outside! It's still cold of course but it's winter. I went to bed early last night and woke up late but it felt good. I am finishing a movie then I have some errands to do today. I'm going to try and get caught on laundry and put the clothes away and hopefully some cleaning.

I did some cleaning last night too but it helps get my mind off things and is a great distraction too when I have to much on my mind. Sometimes when I think about stuff I let it eat at me and then I get anxiety and don't eat a whole lot. This is not good so for now I can only move forward and get things back on track.


I watched a lot of Naruto yesterday but I am caught up til episode 188 of Naruto Shippuden. I need to download the the other episodes and watch the younger years of the series. I also have been watching Tsubasa and it's really good. I want it on DVD but it's kinda expensive so I will save up for it and buy it later.

I will take some pictures of my outing today while the sun is still out. Then I will post them when I get back. I love taking pictures and I will post my last pics that I took just before the new year. They are just random photos and I was with friends grocery shopping. So I will post again today but later.

Last Post for Awhile

I promise I won't keep adding to my blog like crazy. I'm home bored and waiting for the laundry to be done. Anyways, going to bed soon because I work 3rd shift and I need sleep. It was really cold this morning and I was freezing on the way home.



Okay I am checking laundry and then getting some sleep and I promise I won't post another entry until later tonight when I am up.

Still up but I have some laundry to wash. Going to do some errands today and I have the night off from work.

Trying out the mobile post,LOL. Watching Mama Mia :)

First Entry

Well I am here to blog of course. I am following someone that I met on LiveJournal and figured I would post here too but I won't whine about everything in my life. I am going to try and write about my adventures in town with friends and I want to travel the world.





So saving money will be a challenge and I am going to strive to visit England in November. That is my goal and I have some money put aside already.


A little about myself. I am 5'5 with long brown hair and blue eyes, I am 27 years old and I don't look my age. I will put a pic up soon since I have the next 2 days off from work. I live in my hometown and I'm near the east coast. I work a lot  but I try to make the best of it.

I watch anime and I really love Naruto and Bleach but I try to watch other animes as well and will be going to AnimeBoston in April!!!! So excited!:) This will be my first expo for anime and I'm glad to be going. I like pizza, pasta, and many other things.

I listen to a lot of different music and love it! I love music from other countries too.

If you decide to follow me, great! If you don't want to it's ok too.